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[Wed 12/13/06 - 2:38 am] [ mood | depressed ] weeee i posted something. But now I’m stuck

[Thu 11/23/06 - 9:43 pm] I r esploded. But now I’m stuck

[Mon 11/20/06 - 2:21 am] I'm so confused >.< I like tummy and all but...she lives in canada...<.<; and i don't know if i just have a crush on her or what >.< and i'm not sure i want to go to school at ITT or not. Everything is confusing anymore... But now I’m stuck

[Fri 11/17/06 - 1:01 am] [ mood | drained ] I just wanted to put this here because I know I've never said this: I'd like to thank my two closest friends for still being friends with me. I've been pretty random, an asshole, and much much more lately. I just want to say, Thank you for being my friend. I know you know who you are, so i won't put names. Just thanks. But now I’m stuck

[Wed 11/15/06 - 9:28 pm] OMG I don't believe myself o.o I have a crush on someone i've never met in person >. But now I’m stuck

[Tue 11/14/06 - 7:48 am] Holy crap! I'm up at 7:48! and i went to bed at 4:30 or something like that.... But now I’m stuck

[Mon 11/13/06 - 8:42 pm] [ mood | confused ] I can't log on Aol cause its being an ass... But now I’m stuck

[Mon 11/13/06 - 12:38 pm] Did you know: Jessica Alba is really fucking hot? jal;ksdjfksj;fksaj f;dksja But now I’m stuck

[Sat 11/11/06 - 11:03 pm] [ mood | contemplative ] Click if you dare, but i can't be blamed for what happens when you do click. don't click this link... But now I’m stuck

[Sat 11/11/06 - 7:29 pm] [ mood | stressed ] Feel taken advantage of? Feel left out and lied to? join the party. 2 A chain with no linkage - But now I’m stuck

[Sat 11/11/06 - 2:31 am] [ mood | depressed ] And now i can't log on to even play. But now I’m stuck

[Sat 11/11/06 - 2:28 am] [ mood | depressed ] So M no longer exists on flyff because i got so fucking frustrated at the fucking game, i wanted to just delete both of my accounts. I don't understand it, Q gained 5 levels in the time it took me to gain 2. Red has gone from 50 (I was 48) to 56~7, don't remember and i'm just reaching 52. Of course i put others first (plvl, fsing and so on), but for once, i wish someone would fucking make me put myself first. In other knews, i want to explode. But now I’m stuck

[Fri 11/10/06 - 7:57 am] [ mood | crappy ] I think i'm going to explode. Or implode. But now I’m stuck

[Fri 11/10/06 - 7:54 am] Check your email. But now I’m stuck

[Tue 11/07/06 - 10:24 pm] woo...everyone gets to feel like shit it seems. But now I’m stuck

[Mon 11/06/06 - 3:11 pm] Anyone else bored of life? and no i'm not thinking about suicide, its just i don't really have fun doing anything anymore. I get up in the morning and don't want to do anything really (morning is around 12 usually), stay up till 1-2ish just sitting in front of the computer talking with my best friend, then go back to sleep. Starts all over again the next day. I guess i'm just feeling incridably emo/depressed or something idk. 2 A chain with no linkage - But now I’m stuck

[Sun 10/29/06 - 5:38 pm] [ mood | crappy ] How to make friends: 1. Punch them in the face! 2. Say you're sorry, you thought they were someone else. 3. Turn around and in 5 minutes come back and punch them in the face again! 4. Say you're sorry, you thought they were someone else. Repeat steps 1 - 4 til the person gets angry, then kiss them. They will be your new best friend! If that doesn't work, then you're probably going to get decked. Its not my fault for any harm that may come to you. But now I’m stuck

[Sat 10/28/06 - 11:18 pm] TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Smeak! Birthday: June 17, 1988 Birthplace: Salem, Oregon Current Location: In Your living room Eye Color: Brown? Hair Color: Brown/black? Height: about 6' Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: Scottish, irish, pakistani, indian...some other things The Shoes You Wore Today: I didn't? Your Weakness: Ha! You wish the mighty smeak had a weakness! Your Fears: Everything Your Perfect Pizza: Peperonii Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Not fail at life Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: ouchie x.x where'd that come from... Your Best Physical Feature: I don't have a physical feature Your Bedtime: Whats a bedtime? Your Most Missed Memory: Doin that one thing, with that one guy in that one place Pepsi or Coke: Coke MacDonalds or Burger King: hmmm...smush them together Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke: Nope Do you Swear: All the fuckin time Do you Sing: I wouldn't call it singing... Do you Shower Daily: I try too, sometimes i take two in one day so i don't have to the next day Have you Been in Love: Yep Do you want to go to College: Yep Do you want to get Married: Maybe Do you belive in yourself: Absolutly not Do you get Motion Sickness: nope Do you think you are Attractive: Nope Are you a Health Freak: nope Do you get along with your Parents: Sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms: I like rain that comes with it Do you play an Instrument: Yep, but if i told ya, i'd have to kill ya In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope In the past month have you Smoked: nope In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope In the past month have you gone on a Date: kinda? In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: not a full box In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Ewww no way In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope, that damn cat shot me down a couple times tho In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Sadly, no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Never stole in my life Ever been Drunk: Nope Ever been called a Tease: Nope Ever been Beaten up: Yes, a few times Ever Shoplifted: Never How do you want to Die: Hopefully having insanly awesome sex... What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A whore! lol What country would you most like to Visit: Japan In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Doesn't matter (i love green tho) Favourite Hair Color: Doesn't matter Short or Long Hair: either works Height: 5'4" to 5'10" Weight: anything Best Clothing Style: Very little :D Number of Drugs I have taken: 0 Number of CDs I own: tons Number of Piercings: 0 Number of Tattoos: 0 Number of things in my Past I Regret: Too many to count CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! But now I’m stuck

[Fri 10/27/06 - 1:20 am] [ mood | crappy ] wow...don't know what happened there but i just suddenly dropped in happiness level... 1 A chain with no linkage - But now I’m stuck

[Thu 10/26/06 - 10:15 pm] [ mood | cheerful ] I love cuddling :3 Speaking of love, I love you tanner! But now I’m stuck

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